This past Sunday was the very last pageant to get to Miss California 2014. I can now say that I will never, ever be Miss California 2014.
How does it feel? I can't really say. I don't know how I feel yet. Is becoming Miss California a dream I still have? Yes. Did I think I was going to win Miss California 2014? Absolutely not. As happy as I am for all of my beautiful friends for making it into the Miss California Class of 2014, it is hard not to be included.
In my talent song, the lyrics say, "lead us to a place, guide us with your grace," which asks God to guide me throughout life, down whatever path He takes me. I trust Him. I am not meant to walk across the Miss California stage this year. Who knows what is in my plan...? Either way, although I walk away with disappointment, I am encouraged when I see that God must have something great in store.
Don't worry, I am still going to be blogging and working with my platform...service doesn't stop just because your head lacks a crown.
Sending lots of love and peace to you,